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Apr. 30th, 2009 05:58 pmLet me get the emo moment out of the way:
It feels isolating when you realize that all of your friends are out having a blast and you realize that they've moved on from being your friend. It almost makes you feel like you're stuck in the past, remembering them but never really seeing them. You know the impression of them but not the true experience of them again.
Anyway.
I went to geography today, took a test and from there hoofed it to the mall and got a second hole in my ear. \o/ I had one before but it got infected and within an hour of taking the infected one out it closed up. I have it now again and this time I hope it lasts longer than two weeks. :|
These post two days I've put in my more effort to at least appear more girly, it feels like a phase again but I suddenly feel self conscious that I'm not with someone. I think its because of everyone I know if either persueing someone or in a committed relationship and I'm odd man out. I don't mind putting more effort into what I look like it just makes me feel a hell of a lot more self conscious!
While at the mall I stumbled upon an old store and I rarely go to anymore and discovered that they were selling the original Kingdom Hearts Formation Arts. Though they had Goofy, I hesitantly bought Kairi since she was cheaper. . .;;; But I love her! It actually fits really well on my desk along with my gashapon of Ami from Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon and my tiny figure of Yuna from FFX. When I get the chance I totally want to go back and buy Goofy and take a crack at the randomized KH2 Formations!
It feels isolating when you realize that all of your friends are out having a blast and you realize that they've moved on from being your friend. It almost makes you feel like you're stuck in the past, remembering them but never really seeing them. You know the impression of them but not the true experience of them again.
Anyway.
I went to geography today, took a test and from there hoofed it to the mall and got a second hole in my ear. \o/ I had one before but it got infected and within an hour of taking the infected one out it closed up. I have it now again and this time I hope it lasts longer than two weeks. :|
These post two days I've put in my more effort to at least appear more girly, it feels like a phase again but I suddenly feel self conscious that I'm not with someone. I think its because of everyone I know if either persueing someone or in a committed relationship and I'm odd man out. I don't mind putting more effort into what I look like it just makes me feel a hell of a lot more self conscious!
While at the mall I stumbled upon an old store and I rarely go to anymore and discovered that they were selling the original Kingdom Hearts Formation Arts. Though they had Goofy, I hesitantly bought Kairi since she was cheaper. . .;;; But I love her! It actually fits really well on my desk along with my gashapon of Ami from Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon and my tiny figure of Yuna from FFX. When I get the chance I totally want to go back and buy Goofy and take a crack at the randomized KH2 Formations!
